Burrr.
The high today was about 66.
Yesterday was about 92, and I'm was sweating my face off.

I feel so tired. I just want from seven and wake up at like four. I think that'd be great.
I wish I didn't have to have dinner. It's just  kind of necessary considering that I dislike break fast.

I'm trying out this Ellen Page icon. She's adorable :3

Practice was frustrating. We got our new piece yesterday, and the rhythms are kind of complicated. I didn't have any time to practice today. It was the college fair during fifth period so I didn't get any time to work on it then either. We were working it and it was very rough. We played it like twice then made me play all by myself. I don't really know how the music goes. I played like a measure then Mr. A threw his sticks onto his stand, and told us that working with us is useless and that he's never going to drag us through music ever again.
Severe overreaction.
My brother didn't bother to get me anything sweet from the corner store (usually when someone goes, they get candy for all of us.) and then he offered to get me something but wouldn't tell me what i could get and blah blah. It made me angry and now I'm in a much worse mood then fifteen minutes ago.
I just want to cry because I'm tired and hungry and beaten down.
I'm so confused.
I'm so stressed out because I have a big history essay to write tomorrow in class. I don't know anything in unit one. I fucking hate US History. Constantly Americans going back on things we said. We're selfish and I hate learning about the hypocrisy that is called American History.

I'm considering going to UNT now. It's a good school and their music program is great. Also, I qualify for Emerald Eagle so they will pay all four years of my school tuition because my mom makes only $29k a year and my dad doesn't have a real job. I want to do marching band and study sociology and psych.

I'm still trying to figure out who I am, but at least today wasn't so bad.

Some Owl City:



Jess is so wise.
<3 Beaver Bunch